It's December 30 2009 it's one day from a new year and I don't feel like something "special" is going to happen.
Normally I stay at home or go with friends and party. That is a private home party, no clubs or anything like that.
This year I have no idea what ill happen, it's still one day left until "the big day" and even though I haven't gotten any special call to go anywhere.
Myabe at the house maybe somewhere else, who knows.....
So yesterday was a pretty awful day.
It all started good, woke up quite early, eat some food (can't remember what) and then it was just chill all day UNTIL..my parents came.
Maybe two hours before they came my dad called me and said that they were gonna come over to leave a carpet they got from a former neighbor. My dad and sister started some stupid argument and it all developed and got bigger during the day.
Anyway, my mum and dad came over to my apartment and even though I should have said some words differently I didn't, they came in, sat down, and no longer then maybe two minutes passed and this HUGE quarrel began. I as usual went and did something else, trying to avoid hearing what was going on.
After a while they stopped and went to some friends for coffee.
Well the bad stuff didn't stop there. A few hours later I talked to my sister and we got in to an small dispute, we got trough it but it's still some bad energy in the air.
Still until this day (about 24 hours later) it's still some bad energy in the air, not really in my apartment but I am guessing that it's tense in my parent's apartment.
My mum said that they would sit down and talk about everything and I really really hope that they do.
Like I said to my mum yesterday, I have been a "psychologist" to almost everybody I have ever met. By psychologist I mean that I have listened to every problems that my friends or family had.
Sometimes I got to talk about my problems and when I finally did, it wasn't long or any good response I got back. Because of that I have over the years shut down, and stopped "shearing" my problems with people.
Thank God that there are professional people that have secrecy that I can talk to. Those people are called psychologists!!!!!
Well I am going to do....something now, don't know what. I guess it will be something good for me :)
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